Only in the last year has it dawned on me that maybe A and I won't be able to have a family, not due to infertility (although that of course could be a possibility too) but because I am just not well enough to be pregnant and look after a baby. This hurts.
I decided to start this blog, with encouragement from friends and my husband, to fill a gap in the blogging world. Once we decided that having a family was something we felt ready to embark on, I scoured the internet and bookshops looking for information on people's experiences of having a baby whilst having Rheumatoid Arthritis. I found just one book...in Australia...so I had it shipped over and devoured it in two sittings. The wealth of information and encouragement that sprang from the pages made me even more determined to write this blog even if it only serves to encourage one person going through the same experiences I am going through right now.
I hope that you are able to join me on this uncertain journey,
Love L x