Over the last few nights I've slept badly and have been having horrible nightmares. One night I woke up, drenched in a cold sweat, from a dream where my baby had died...and then it dawned on me that it was true.
My boss phoned me this evening to check I was alright for work tomorrow. He was just so kind and thoughtful. I feel very fortunate to work with such lovely and supportive colleagues. I really hope tomorrow goes well. I don't want to start crying!