This week has been awful. I don't know why I thought that going back to work was a good idea. I can't think straight, I can't concentrate and all I want to do is sleep. I can't escape physically or mentally. I'm exhausted and I just wish that none of this had happened. I really don't want to go in tomorrow as any tiny amount of stress seems too much to handle. I've spent most of the evening in the bath crying. The emotional pain is huge. I want my baby back.